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I promise you

I will blow your mind.

hey

Please, Visa, find the strength, fortitude and discipline to do yourself justice. Just keep going. Just keep going. Just keep

addicted

it’s becoming painfully clear to me that I can’t quite live, or experience life on a plane that I was accustomed t

questions?

Ask me questions and I will answer them! http://www.formspring.me/visaisahero!

to be is to be perceived

My dear friends; as you all know i am an ignoramus who doesn’t realise whenever I step on people’s toes or piss th

xx

I will not be broken.

hmm

It seems like every guy thinks that he’s the best seducer because he reads Neil Strauss or the best poker player because

NS TIME!

i won’t be posting much for some time, I imagine! Going Tekong later to serve NS! \m/

x13: cockroach.

There used to be a cockroach that always came into this room. I’d always put my feet up on something because cockroaches

Paramoreโ€“ you can’t be too careful any more

I’m listening to All We Know Is Falling again after almost two years, maybe. I used to listen to it almost everyday. It&

x12: you can’t be too careful anymore

Tick tock tick tock. I’m listening to All We Know Is Falling again after almost two years, maybe. I remember when I used

x11

my body is on fire and i love it. i haven’t felt this physically in control of myself since… sec 3? since I was fi

x04: i am a writer.

I was doing some soul-searching last night and I had one of my innumerable pseudo-epiphanies: I am a writer. Writing is what I

x03: with myself.

I’m frustrated, but not really. I’m a little bit disgusted, although I shouldn’t be. It’s getting hard

x02

i’m waking up so late everyday! i have got to put a stop to this. on the bright side, i’ve been working out fairly

x01

I won pretty decently at the poker game, which had serious players who play more than I do. I don’t want to get too cock

gossip girl

i want to marathon all of gossip girl!! 8 episodes in already. ๐Ÿ˜€ poker tomorrow i hope i don’t lose terribly. it̵

paved with good intentions (colin & yen)

The following essay was written for Singaporeans Exposed: Navigating the Ins and Outs of Globalisation (published to commemora

isolation

She built a safe haven to hole up her heart, and nowhere was safer than deep in the dark. We heard not a sound as it burnt to

FASS essay

(FASS) I am a passionate individual with a relentlessly inquisitive nature & a wide range of interests. I assert that the

mrt pamphlets

She dispensed her affections like pamphlets at the MRT; he gave it a glance (and her heart did a dance) but he crushed it and

shamelessness is

the warmth that rescinds their icy stares, the badge that glisters with pride- the solace that conquers the chaos and the dagg

Uni Admissions

IS STRESSING ME OUT! LOL

Going 100% friends-locked!

you’d never have expected that from me now, would you?

the songwriting bug has struck again

i hope it bodes well!

A Level results today!

wish me luck! if I had to grade myself, I’d give me ABD/BA (history, econs, maths, literature and GP in that order). My

nyjc

I always have some trouble getting things started because I never really know where to begin. Do you start right at the beginn

pre-enlistee drama

I haven’t even enlisted and my NS so drama already. I went for my medical check up at MCC at CMPB in July 2009; the MO s

it’s not too late

We should have been up there. I refuse to believe that we’re just going to let it slide. I will not give up, even if it

morare

3/2/4/1/0/2/4/1/3 yes I smoked three sticks =\ i haven’t eaten all day. i’m going to do some pushups situps bla bl

can lah

I did smoke one last night, so it’s 3 4 1 0 2 4 1 … almost like canadian pizza. gym tomorrow! been delaying cuz of

fell off the wagon but pursuing it intently

fell off the wagon yesterday when I met my friends, and ended up smoking 4 sticks altogether. Normally this is the point where

a little setback…

2 sticks today; bummed from others. I’m not going to be too harsh on myself, the trend is still fairly positive and I

still going strong

my appetite is increasing, which is a great side effect because i’m trying to gain weight at the same time. couldn’

bed

been lying in bed all day today- seriously from like 5 am to 9pm was thinking about all kinds of different things, i can’

day 2

got my pay today! $330. I treated myself to a venti java chip frap, and intend to get a hair cut. managed to go through most o

vices!

just for fun, i’m going to quit masturbating (cold turkey) and see if there are any positive physiological implications.

The List (content ideas)

This is a rough framework. You don’t need to understand this. I barely do, myself. Some things repeat themselves because

back on task

I’ve been away for longer than I intended to- actually it hasn’t been all that long, and I used to spend much long

so skinny right now

lolol i look anorexic how to be sexy like that

the feeling is a good thing

“It’s lackadaisical days like today that make me realise how empty my life is. Something is missing; Ambition? Dir

so goddamn tired

uughhhhzzzz

the joy of exhaustion (shangrila)

I didn’t blog last night because I was really way too bloody tired and had to go to sleep. I’ve been working at th

the arc and the tower

Here’s an analogy for you. Imagine a beautiful arc of stones, held in place by the relationship between the individual c

content page

I swear that I will at least write something every single day from now on. I need to cultivate the habit to prove to myself th

updates memoirs

So as I mentioned earlier, as an ENTP my inferior function is my introverted sensing (Si).I’m bad at learning from past

more mbti goodness

I’ve been thinking lately, and I haven’t been writing all that much. That’s strange, because often, like rig

I tend to have a lot of thoughts at the same time. I try to comment on as many people’s livejournals and blogs as I can,

memories

man this limbo-purgatory i’m in really blows; i need to stop trying to do something about it and do something about it

2009

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before? I traveled overseas with my friends! It was only a chartered to

on purpose.

(the following entry is a lot of rambling and needs editing. read at your own peril.) Life is like a massive RPG. It is well a

on clubbing.

I’ve been in clubs before, but mostly to watch or play live music. I first caught Ronin when they played at Zouk. I̵

existentialist crises in some way or another

Scrolling through my friends’ lists and it seems that so many of your lives are- meaningless? futile? sian? boring? mund

slacking slacking slacking!

Been slacking for like two weeks since A’s ended already! cannot slack anymore! cannot cannot cannot! btw i want to meet

so

our EP launch was postponed… i’m bumming around doing nothing, playing video games and stuff i’m getting ver

an honest question

Which scenario is more undesirable to you? A: Having others betray your trust in them B: Betraying the trust others have in yo

wow.

You are so goddamn fucking juvenile. I can’t believe how small-minded you are. I always give you more credit than that.

Writer’s Block: Book review

Banning something from teenagers is the best way to encourage them to indulge in it. Fools

the armchair critic story

After I’d been unceremoniously ejected from the first band I played in, I swore that I would form a band of my own- one

2:42am

I am at ahmad’s house in pasir ris, mixing up tracks for our EP in the middle of our A levels this is passion, okay?

critical thinking is not enough

It bothers me when critical thinking is portrayed as the Holy Grail of thought and intellectual firepower- as if we could solv

love love love love

IKUZO!!

BRING IT ON, “A LEVELS! ๐Ÿ˜€ So exciting.

FML

THREE HUNDRED DOLLAR FINE FOR DROPPING A CIGARETTE BUTT )%^*@!^)!@^)!&^!)@^

fucking irritating.

How am I to describe how I feel about this situation? The first thought that went through my head was “No way. You’

Writer’s Block: Yes, offense taken

The question is an interesting one, and loaded too. It seems to assume that all racist/homophobic remarks are made with malici

i can do better than this

i can really

tell me

Tell me about the first time you fell in love. It doesn’t have to be the traditional sort of romance; it could be a frie

Writer’s Block: War and peace

That Israeli guy said it all.

dear hot girl (and friend) at starbucks who thought i couldn’t hear you over my music

yes, I do have abnormally large feet, and yes, that does mean what you think it means!

double standards

When I got together with my girlfriend when we were 13 years old, people used to ask us if we kissed or made out, and be horri

an argument with myself! :O

(ISFP Visa and ENTP Visa are sitting at a coffeeshop. ISFP Visa is drinking Teh-O. ENTP Visa is drinking Milo Peng. Both Visas

vroom vroom

24 days left to the A levels, which will define the past 13 years of my life as an unorthodox student & determine my legi

Writer’s Block: The one that got away

What is a soulmate? If you believe that there is someone out there who has a divine predisposition to being the “perfect

Writer’s Block: Concert mania

L’arc~en~Ciel Radiohead U2 But I don’t have the money. Mr. Big is coming to town, and I saved up for it so I’

i am almost tempted

“Today, after an amazing sex session, my boyfriend rolls over and stares lovingly into my eyes, puts his hand on my chee

truth

Interviewer: Why canโ€™t you be alone without Yoko? John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to b

music

i re-affirm that playing music is better than religion, chocolate, sex or whatever have you

at first i was overwhelmed

but then i got over it. hoho. study time

studying!

Finally! ๐Ÿ™‚ I’m going to do economics today. It is so hard for me to study the mundane things that I have to apply in

a taste of straits times editing

I had submitted my post (http://alevelsin80days.blogspot.com/2009/09/misleading-statistics-in-parliament.html) to the Straits

bruised.

So I’ve been physically weakened for the entire month of September and I finally put the pieces of the puzzle together (

misleading statistics in parliament

http://alevelsin80days.blogspot.com/2009/09/misleading-statistics-in-parliament.html

whoa

next five years?

– I’m looking forward to how things are going to be much less linear and hierarchical outside the rigor of institu

will now take your questions

C’mon let’s have some fun! Ask me anything! A question about me, what I do, or what I think or why I think that wa

battered and bruised

i can’t sleep and i have a lot on my mind so i’m going to just regurgitate everything without bothering with rhyme

WATCH BOTH VIDEOS AT THE SAME TIME

AT THE SAME TIME

Writer’s Block: Home Remedies

what a timely event; i’m only just recovering from a ridiculous fever. I like to stone in the shower with wet towels all

Writer’s Block: Top of the Charts

It changes from time to time; for the longest while it was Paramore’s Here We Go Again. The opening groove just too sexy

if you smell what barack is cookin’

sexy!

sicker

Now comes the cough! It’s a good sign I suppose, it means there’s going to be phlegm soon. I forgot to write my qu

sick

I’m having a fever, and there are 6 hours to my preliminary examinations for my A Levels. Sometimes I wonder if I subcon

ketamine fail

asian girl overdoses on ketamine and later dies. tsk tsk

Writer’s Block: On the List

1) the female orgasm 2) hypocrisy 3) the performing arts 4) marijuana 5) the universe 6) the human mind 7) life

Girlfriend from hell!

HIGH HEELS + TESTICLES = O_O Women these days. Men, too. Rofl. Personally, I think this sort of thing speaks volumes about tod

baby this is for you, and for me, and the two years when we tried to move on but simply had no choice but to be back with each

it’s only words

This is going to sound a little unusual coming from me, but lately I’ve felt that my vocabulary is rather limited. I cam

A LEVELS IN 80 DAYS

A LEVELS IN 80 DAYS! will hardly be here but will be there