drafts

incompleteness and digressions

22jul2024 distractions I’ve been kind of embarrassed, maybe even ashamed, to note that there have been many instances now wh

essay drafts

i just feel in my bones that there are about 5-12 essays knocking around inside me that if i just get out of my system i will

dadposting

transcribing.a series of twitter threads i’ve written reflecting on being a dad I. feeding my kid at 5am sets off a seri

bookstores

want to spend a substack post thinking out loud about my experiences with bookstores. I’ve already established before that l

let it happen

The big lesson that my life seems to be trying to teach me lately is: stop trying to force things to be some way other than it

felt sense of freedom

I wanted to write a substack post at some point with this prompt but I got tired wanted to remind myself to include this pictu

all the channels

variable rewards Today was a fairly typical day in which I spent most of my time in front of the computer, clicking around, ty

help me understand

The word belief originally meant something like “hold dear”, or “to care for”, or “to have faith in”. It’s since

what’s the point of voltaic?

Maybe let’s do a quick roundup update of how this substack has been coming along so far. I started out with the generic name

chaos surfing

(tbc) A thing I get a lot is “visa seems very good at being extremely online and yet remaining somewhat well-adjusted, emoti

recent history

It used to be so normal for people to smoke cigarettes everywhere. Old photos of NBA games and boxing had a blue haze – you

get your motor runnin’

Get your motor runnin’Head out on the highwayLooking for adventureIn whatever comes our way Yeah, darlin’ gonna ma

attention whores

I’ve been wanting to write something called Attention Whores, thinking about how that used to be an insult that was thrown a

scope your problems

Scope your problems  Why Twitter is more fun than other things- utterances are well scoped Why writing essays and books a

wretchedness

[3:39 PM, 5/21/2023] @visakanv: have i told you about the blessed/wretched thing? it’s another one of my long-stewing pots.

disregard previous instructions

(This post was kicked off by witnessing a younger version of myself struggling with something about permanent records.) 

internet

(2023jun1 thread) in response to the time war story, bigolas dickolas: I’ve told variations of this story several times but

drafts aug2022-may2023

drafts from time to time people ask me something like “what have you changed your mind the most on” and it’s

the dynamism problem

(abandoned substack draft) “My propositions are elucidatory in this way: he who understands me finally recognizes them as se

kohai vs senpai

Kohai: I need help. I’m stuck. Knotted. Trapped. Overwhelmed. What do I do? Senpai: What do you want to do? Kohai: I want to

bro just describe things

Here is some advice for myself. Just describe things. Get back into the heart of yourself, feel what you feel, inhabit your bo

stressin’

(abandoned substack draft) I have seven different tabs open right now, each with a different draft of a different substack ess

junkyard of vague intentions

Earlier this morning I wrote 1,500 words, and then I dumped them in my junkyard (below, lol). I feel pretty good about it. Tho

writing from the heart

(abandoned substack draft) It’s funny how the bog of life’s troubles can creep up on you. Even when you’ve done the read

how to name things?

(abandoned substack draft) how to name things thinking is easy, information architecture is hard Noticed several of my creativ

aesthetic resonance

WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS FUCKING ESSAY. I WANT YOU TO CONSIDER YOUR AESTHETICS. BUT NO RIGHT NOW MORE IMPORTANTLY I WANT TO A

selfsense1. not tired but knotted

“Nobody heard him, the dead man,But still he lay moaning:I was much further out than you thought   And not wa

resonance over coherence

This is an abandoned Substack draft from March 2023 I have hundreds of drafts and thousands of notes. Sometimes I feel a sense

nyc

sometimes experiences take a while to really blossom into their fullness. i finally visited nyc for the first time in february

iron FAN

One of my favorite blogposts by Venkatesh Rao was about the Iron Man movies. He describes how Tony Stark had two problems –

take note, notice

I take a lot of notes. I also have quite a lot of thoughts about note-taking. I could probably keep going. I also have a lot o

public intellectuals

This is a substack draft where I just thread all of the tweets that I’ve written with the word “public intellectual”. I

how to write good comments

✱ Alright bitches and motherfuckers so what constitutes a good comment? It’s 5am so I gotta go to bed but i’m leaving th

thinking in dominos

One of the best memes i’ve come up with is what my friends know as The Dominos Meme – an expression of earnest, ambitious

2000s

an interesting thing about 2004 was that both Mean Girls and The Incredibles had scenes where white women were frustrated/emba

internal conflicts?

movie/media reviews

I have a folder in my notes app called “reviews”, where I throw in notes that I’ve put together about stuff I’ve watch

reintroducing myself

Maybe delete, here are my guiding thoughts for myself as I introduce myself again: I can’t possibly expect to say everything

do not leave your longings unattended

<folders pic> the point of this post is to have some wistful energy, some liminality… i should be feeling it right now wh

real social media has never been tried

I tell this story a lot when talking about the promise of social media. The title feels like it should be the title of a hendr

in other words

This world has lost its glory / Let’s start a brand new story now, my love… “The limits of my language are the limit

oceanic?

Words spill out of me. Every day I wake up and I write a bunch of tweets. I don’t consciously plan these. They just happen.

pave the desire paths

A desire path is a path that’s created by people using it, rather than by top-down design. The path is proof that people wan

220,000 tweets later / twitter overview

I started putting this together because it seemed like Twitter had a non-trivial chance of dying. If I’m being honest a part

comedic influences

Sometimes I just like to investigate things on Wikipedia. Today I’m curious about some details about immigrants. I start by

the problem of atomized thinking?

Not sure how i want to phrase it I want to talk about arrogance and humility and how people get that wrong lots of mistakes yo

sweet spots

I got distracted halfway when writing this because of a pradyu tweet about asian kids complaining. but then afterwards… nah

status notes

I’ve been wanting to write some stuff about social status for a long time, but I never quite had the right framing or contex

a man from each century

BCE Pythagoras Pericles Herodotus 0-999 Paul the Apostle Plutarch Marcus Aurelius Faxian (337 CE – c. 422 CE) travelling mon

scene sketches

One of my favorite things that I periodically do on Twitter is what I might call exploratory nerdposting – it’s when I sta

Advanced Stupid

to labor together

a project is anything that requires collaboration, even if only with yourself My secondary school motto was “Nil Sine Labore

be not not-yourself

Sometimes double-negatives can be very helpful. “be yourself” can be endlessly frustrating, but I believe that 

palm leaf manuscripts / tweet grammar

(2023jul15) Let’s dive right in. I trust that you already know what Twitter is, you know what tweets are, I don’t really w

writing used to be easier for me / logjam

Writing used to be easier for me. When I was a novice, when I was younger, when I perceived myself to be a nobody with nothing

incorrect estimates

I had this nice fantasy when I published my second book that I would then churn out a nice essay every week. If I had done tha

Scheherazade

my debt to scheherazade – this is kinda poetic but it’s more of a chapter/subheader than the actual title. this is mea

chasing the feeling with no name

A part of me is always chasing a particular feeling. Sometimes I call it “aesthetic resonance”, though that’s not the wh

men of letters / write your way out

“If my humors happen to please some worthy man… he will try to meet me. I give him a big advantage… for all

Against Flanderization

As a creator, you might feel like it’s your job to give the audience what they want. In practice, this turns out to be a

a love letter to my process

ios/substack draft A love letter to my process  Feels a bit tacky to write so much about writing. But this is an internal fee

culture2, notes

One of the victory conditions in the Civilization video game series is “cultural victory”. A funny quote that happens is w

luckmaxxing

we’ve come too farTo give up who we areSo let’s raise the barAnd our cups to the stars Longevity of songs One of my favori

scenius: with love comes criticism

(abandoned substack draft) I used to be a very active member of my local music scene. I’d attend a lot of shows. I wrote com

culture1- singapore, stereotypes, seeing, crossroads

Alright, Chinese New Year is a good topic since it’s CNY in a couple of days, and it’s a useful entry point for thinking a

Iron FAN, mk2, out of the cave

(abandoned substack post) solutions that extend beyond One of my favorite blogposts by Venkatesh Rao was about the Iron Man mo

scenius2: Write my way out – men of letters / erasmus,mersenne, stein

(abandoned substack draft – this one I’ll probably actually revisit and work again) “If my humors happen to plea

artful incompleteness

(abandoned substack draft) No piece of work can ever fully contextualize itself, you’ll go mad trying. But what if things we

Oral history of 2010s

Point of this doc is to situate myself, feel more grounded… It’s going to be a substack post Game of Thrones decade, 2011-

we are all Vincent Adultman

Social fabric is woven with polite fictions. One of the major threads in that fabric is the idea of a unilateral self. The ide

recharge your talismans

(abandoned substack draft) meaningful objects matter because we’re all gonna die tend to them, attend to them, they are

how to fckn read

(abandoned substack post) I have been very helpful (1) to a lot of people in a lot of ways. But I can’t help you if you canâ

twitter drafts 2022oct7

power: people who feel powerless seldom want the responsibility that comes with power. to a surprising degree, power is grante

plaintext

Some shit about written language. Cuneiform. Rewatch that extra credit video. Hyper literacy  âś±  i love to be a wh

mediastudies 1

(abandoned substack post) feel like the title of this post should be a quote about polaroid I’ve always wanted to research a

transcendent incompleteness / in media res / media studies2

(Abandoned substack draft) how do we find joy in an existence within constraints? how does art break through the bandwidth lim

how to talk to people

(abandoned substack draft) how to talk to people most people are doing it pretty badly. god, so badly. it’s so fucking i

how to be a self-directed indie scholar

Here’s my backstory, my approach, my beliefs. First, I believe the core thing is that you have to have a personal set of cur

branching paths (jump cuts)

(abandoned substack draft) There’s a lot I want to talk about, but I will need many tries to begin to get it right. So hereâ

how to weave a hyperthread web

“Everything rests upon Me, as pearls are strung on a thread.” – Lord Krishna to Arjuna, Bhagavad-gita, Chapter 7.7 In hi

aesthetics (junkyard of notes, links)

I want to persuade people that it’s worth their time and effort to experiment with their aesthetics. Why? I can start by

economics of dating

I’ve always been quite fascinated with the economics of dating. Louis CK had this interesting bit about how there are some p

battery low

I got curious about exploring this metaphor because of how I felt during a trip, thinking about how tedious and annoying it wa