It would usually be accurate if you described me as “the guy who always has something to say”.
Right now, though, I have no words.I have learnt more than I ever imagined I would. But I cannot articulate it- the only thing I CAN say is that it would be counter-productive and redundant for me to say it. I’m wondering now if saying that in itself was necessary at all. We’ll cut that short here.
Maybe I should talk about what’s going on. I recently managed a crisis that I don’t think I should talk about in detail- but it taught me, again, more than I have ever learnt before. It gave me power. I gave me power. It was delicious. Glorious. Unimaginable.
I am a work in progress. A friend of mine likes to quote someone who once said something like “The end should always be in sight, and the end should never be final.” That’s pretty much what I am going through right now. I’m not sure when the right time will be to share with you guys what’s going on.
I think I will know, when the time is right. Or at least, more so than right now. To follow the analogy of the sunlight and the laser beam from my previous post- I’m now somewhere in between, which isn’t the prettiest of places. Don’t worry about me though, I will be alright. In fact, I’m better than I’ve ever been.
Take care, and stay strong.
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meet me soon!