morare

3/2/4/1/0/2/4/1/3 yes I smoked three sticks =\ i haven’t eaten all day. i’m going to do some pushups situps bla bl

can lah

I did smoke one last night, so it’s 3 4 1 0 2 4 1 … almost like canadian pizza. gym tomorrow! been delaying cuz of

fell off the wagon but pursuing it intently

fell off the wagon yesterday when I met my friends, and ended up smoking 4 sticks altogether. Normally this is the point where

a little setback…

2 sticks today; bummed from others. I’m not going to be too harsh on myself, the trend is still fairly positive and I

still going strong

my appetite is increasing, which is a great side effect because i’m trying to gain weight at the same time. couldn’

bed

been lying in bed all day today- seriously from like 5 am to 9pm was thinking about all kinds of different things, i can’

day 2

got my pay today! $330. I treated myself to a venti java chip frap, and intend to get a hair cut. managed to go through most o

vices!

just for fun, i’m going to quit masturbating (cold turkey) and see if there are any positive physiological implications.

The List (content ideas)

This is a rough framework. You don’t need to understand this. I barely do, myself. Some things repeat themselves because

back on task

I’ve been away for longer than I intended to- actually it hasn’t been all that long, and I used to spend much long

so skinny right now

lolol i look anorexic how to be sexy like that

the feeling is a good thing

“It’s lackadaisical days like today that make me realise how empty my life is. Something is missing; Ambition? Dir

so goddamn tired

uughhhhzzzz

the joy of exhaustion (shangrila)

I didn’t blog last night because I was really way too bloody tired and had to go to sleep. I’ve been working at th

the arc and the tower

Here’s an analogy for you. Imagine a beautiful arc of stones, held in place by the relationship between the individual c

content page

I swear that I will at least write something every single day from now on. I need to cultivate the habit to prove to myself th

updates memoirs

So as I mentioned earlier, as an ENTP my inferior function is my introverted sensing (Si).I’m bad at learning from past