How am I to describe how I feel about this situation? The first thought that went through my head was “No way. You’re kidding. Seriously?! -_-” It can’t be THAT ridiculous…” Then the deja vu sets in. It’s all happened before. Far too often. I felt strong, genuine concern the first couple of times, but now there’s indifference. Normally, indifference feels like “Meh, whatever.” You guys made me discover that indifference can actually be a dominant sensation. I really, really cannot be bothered to listen to any more crap.

I was amused, disgusted, incredulous, disappointed, and really, really sick and tired of the same re-hashed nonsense. It’s ridiculously predictable, juvenile and seriously, what the fuck?!

Was there a devious plan, or a prank, to try and piss you off? No. Am I lying? I honestly couldn’t care less. Why would anyone go through so much trouble to try to achieve indirectly what they could have easily done on their own? Nobody knew what was going on. Nobody cared. Everybody’s busy enough with their own lives. Some of us have full-time jobs, some of us have major examinations, some of us are even juggling work and school at the same time.

As friends we show concern because we care. You hate being called a liar. I hate being accused of conspiring against someone I care about when I had no knowledge of anything that transpired, or anything at all apart from concern and good intentions.

Don’t call me to ask me to explain myself. I genuinely have more important things to do right now. If you don’t want to trust your friends, that’s absolutely fine. No sarcasm there. You are always free to move on.

I officially cannot be fucking bothered any more. grow the fuck up. both of you.