It’s a strange sensation. I feel like there’s added reverb and chorus in my head- (Speaking of which, I totally want a Boss CE5 pedal. Anybody not using theirs, or looking to sell one cheap?)

I’m so happy for what I have; but I’m so dissatisfied with myself for not yet achieving as of yet.

Where and how do you find that happy medium, that beautiful balance of push and pull in your conscious and psych?

+ armchair critic’s myspace profile just hit 5000 views
– we need better recordings and we haven’t been doing anything about it
+ people are starting to sing along to our songs
– i’m not satisfied with our songs

+ CAVE, which i started from scratch just had it’s inaugural event which was a success in the eyes of those who played and attended
– but not in our own, as the organizers)

+ people are complimenting on my bass playing
– i hate my tone and inconsistency
– i can’t sing

+ i’m with the girl of my dreams
– we’ve been going through some shaky times

+ i haven’t been going to school
– i haven’t been going to school

so on and so forth. hahah. I guess it’ll sort itself out.