I haven’t been blogging and I would really like to. Haha. What can I say? I just haven’t quite been in the habit of blogging recently.

Come to think of it, blogging was the best, longest psuedo-constructive habit I ever had. I always thought I could never stick to something for more than a few months, but I had managed to consistently blog for around 3 years, and I never quite realised how much that mattered to me.

I suppose it’s hard to understand, but this coming from a guy who can never get down to studying consistently or even handing in his homework regularly. Or sit down and get good at anything I’ve ever wanted to be good at- basketball, running, pool, bass/guitar, all that stuff. And I stopped blogging too.

I suppose everything worsens everything else. When I can’t mantain a higher-calorie diet, I give up, and get skinny again. When I don’t mantain a casual rate of studying, I give up, and start failing again.

Everything points towards me being a very, very weak willed individual. I need some motivation and I need it from within, but I can’t find enough of it and the prospect of immediate pleasure always seems to outweigh future benefits.

But hey I love me. Haha.

Oh and I can’t believe I didn’t blog it down- April 10th, three days ago, was Sharan’s and my 2nd anniversary. =)